i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace (джен)

“I found the other half of Mingguang,” Pei Ming says.
“What?” Shi Wudu says.
“Where?” Ling Wen says, asking the more pertinent question.
“Rong Guang has it,” Pei Ming says. “He keeps it locked up. In his palace. In heaven.”
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Things go a little differently, and the Three Tumors end up as the three Calamities.