I think, I wait, I hope (слэш)

For years, Lan Wangji has waited. Held back his words, his heart, restrained by a lifetime of discipline. And now—now they are married, bound together for eternity, and the dam is breaking, especially with Wei Wuxian gazing at him as if he’s the lucky one, when it has always been the other way around.
 
Perhaps now is the time.
Or, the many conversations Lan Wangji has with Wei Wuxian in his head - and one he tries to have in the moment.