five times lan wangji confesses (+ one time wei wuxian hears him) (слэш)

There are moments where Lan Wangji almost tells him.
He knows better, so he doesn’t, but he can feel it burning at the back of his throat and behind his teeth. But he always, always swallows it back down. It chokes him into silence, because he fears what he might say if he tries to speak. Do not be selfish with others. It’s one of three-thousand rules that have governed his life up until this point.
(He doesn’t understand how Wei Wuxian makes these rules so hard for him to follow.)
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