Time to Make Time (гет)

The squad throws Barba a going-away party, and Benson gets drunker than Barba has ever seen her. He realizes that she thinks he's leaving everything behind, including her. It hurts that she would believe him capable of saying goodbye to her. He isn't sure of anything in his life anymore - except that he needs her in it.
When they wake in the morning, their memories of the previous evening are more than a bit fuzzy. But the time has finally come to admit the feelings they've ignored for six years.