the horses are coming (so you better run) (слэш)

Your Carter makes me want to break things, but I think she knows you too. It’s no wonder she likes you so much.  She met you before the serum, didn’t she?  Some people only see you the way you are now.  But I remember how you used to be and I love him, too. I wanted you long before you could bench-press cars.
 
Not that I object to you being strong and healthy and admired far and wide, of course.  But if I’m going to be honest, perfectly honest, you as you were would have been more than enough for me.
 
Letters sent: one.
Letters unsent: two.
Letters unwritten: sixteen.