losing your mind // remembering your heart (слэш)

"You are planning to take him down?" The Soldier asked. The question sounded stupid even as he said it aloud. Of course they wanted to take Captain America down. Captain America is a target. The target.
"We already have him," the man said.
The Soldier's heart jolted out of his chest. There were too many emotions in him to describe, too many thoughts in a head so used to the quiet, and it was hard to breathe past the strangling sensation in his body.
"I'll take the job," the Soldier said. There was no thought in it, no logic, no planning. The Soldier knew, with a deep-seated driving need, that he could not say no. He could not leave Captain America alone. But he also could not let Captain America see his face.