I love you over and over again (слэш)

Shane Hollander loves two things: hockey and his infuriatingly clingy husband.
When Ilya slams into an unexpected rut on the ice, Shane’s the only one who can get him home before things turn feral.
What starts as a very intense, very ill-timed rut turns into late-night guilt, broken pride, and an impossible wish for a family Shane will never be able to carry—
until a specialist, an ultrasound, and a tiny heartbeat say otherwise.