with so much love, why is there pain? (they're one and the same) (смешанная)

To Jaime's absolute terror, the wolves seem to be making plans behind his back. Little does he know that they're planning a birthday surprise for him.
Something's clearly going on, and Jaime's being kept in the dark.
“What's happening?” He asks Dimitri one day as they're out on the clearing together, having been hustled out by Khalida to collect some berries for the camp, even though the kitchens are experiencing no desperate lack of berries.
Dimitri grunts. “You'll see.” Which is about as ominous an answer anyone can give.