Without the Darkness

Fourth in the series. Sequel to "Neverland in Your Arms" but can be read as a standalone, though at this point reading at least NLIYA would help. Takes place during the second half of S3. Emma has lost all memory of her true love but continues to feel her and catch glimpses of memories of what she lost. Explicit sex, family, angst... you should understand my sadomasochism by now.