I'm sorry, love

"How I feel about you? Well, I honestly don't know! I like you and I hate you and I want to stake you and want to do things to you I don't even dare to speak out loud. I am utterly confused! But there is nobody I could tell so I could get any advice, you know like 'How do you behave if you fall for your creepy Alpha Male Original Hybrid Stalker'. No!"