Revamp (слэш)

He doesn't think anyone wants to become a vampire, not really. But once it's done, there's no going back.
If he had more time, maybe he would care more, maybe he would spend more nights sulking or even plotting some kind of revenge.
But Hitoshi is a vampire now, and he is alone. There's no time for regrets or anger, not when his hunger is chewing up his insides, begging for him to rip out the nearest throat.
He needs to stay calm, organized. If he loses control... Well, he tries not to think about what might happen next.