be calm, be calm—(!!!) (гет)

1960s AU: In the summer before Cesare enters seminary and Lucy goes to college, Juan is drafted into the Vietnam War. While all three must fight the expectations and demands their father has placed on them, Cesare is fighting desires and urges that he inwardly confesses are wrong. But as Cesare tries do the right thing, the world is not making it easy—with Juan's situation reminding him he's running away from destiny, Father trying to set up Lucy with a client's cousin, and Lucy demanding that they always stay together. Can Cesare fight the uphill moral battle, or will he seize what he truly desires and wants?