Last January

"I realized that the person who made me happily smile more than anyone else in the world can’t be you anymore"

"Happy birthday to you"

Everyone was singing happily.

Kyungsoo was standing there.

Capture it.

Remember it.

This moment.

Before it gone.

"Blow the candles"

He nodded.

Faked a smile.

And blow it until the last candle has been extinguished.

"Make a wish"

As he closed his eyes

He whispered

"I wish I was dead"

Everyone clapped.

Not knowing what just he wished.