Lie after Lie (слэш)

They weren´t supposed to find him like this, it wasn´t supposed to be like this, never in his 20 years of life he thought about this scenario even if a little, tiny voice in his head keep telling him that it was possible… but here we are, his hands, clothes and even his face were covered in blood, the shaking of his limbs were barely contained and his breathing was increasing within every second that passed...
He was about to have a panic attack he knew it but he couldn´t stop it...his brothers didn't have to know it but Kim knew everything was ephemeral and his luck was over long time ago.
(or: Kim is on the middle of a battle with his traumas, his feelings for Chay and his family, will he get on the right side of the war or his multiple scars will held him hostage of Korn in his sick game)