yours and yours and yours (слэш)

Here at home he can acknowledge it, can admit that the need to not let Steve out of his sight was all about him, about the need to make sure that Steve was still there, still breathing. And it hasn’t gone away. There was a moment where he had to confront again the truth that he might very well lose Steve one of these days. It’s an old fear, familiar since childhood, but it still stings, still leaves him scrambling in his own brain, trying to find some way to deal with it. At least these days he has more avenues to do so.
Finding new ways to deal with the post-battle jitters.