a fact or a weapon (слэш)

“He knew you wanted him but he never chose you. Never wanted to.”
It’s the truth, of course it’s the truth, Steve has known it half his life, but it still hurts. “And now what, why?” He just doesn't understand.
“Now I want to.”
 
Steve and Bucky have orbited around each other most of their lives, but it's not quite so easy finding common ground in life, or in love for that matter.