Can Anybody Find Me (слэш)

Shen Jiu, formerly of Qing Jing Peak, has been stuck in the modern world for three years now.
Until Luo BingHe shows up to take (kidnap) him back to his original world with some crazy idea about teaching him to smile "like the other Shen QingQiu".
Shen Jiu just wants to stop feeling alone
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"I said I'd be gone for a while. You told me to fuck off and kill someone so I'd never be allowed back on the peaks." BingHe lowered himself to sit before Shen Jiu, red eyes intense. "Which means you were pissed I didn't take you with me."
Shen Jiu clamped his jaw shut behind the fan. Somehow BingHe could read him like a book. It was terrifying to be seen; all of his secrets and flaws and inner thoughts layed out for the other to peruse at his leisure, despite the efforts Shen Jiu suffered through to conceal himself.
"Fuck you." He muttered after a moment.
"Shizun, hasn't anyone ever understood you before?" The demon once again saw through him and he wanted to throw the guqin in his handsome face and be done with everything.
"No one cared." He hissed back between clenched teeth.
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A BingJiu Fix-It Fic with so much emotional baggage to get through