Can't Pull Away

It's been years since you tried to break it off, but in reality no matter what you've been through there's nothing you can do to stop yourself from gravitating back to him despite how many times Jake tells you not to.
Maybe you're just a masochist.
Maybe you're just hoping that one day he'd be better.
He has yet to prove you right, from the other end of the police station phone and on the other side of the plexiglass.
(You hate yourself for hoping he has another sister to kill so he doesn't come after you next.)