Is this normal? (смешанная)

Harry Potter has never lived a normal life, but he has also never known anything other than the one he lives. When he’s not drifting, he’s crashing into the ground at full force without any tethers. He has his friends, but he is drowning in the conviction that everyone would be safer without him around. Cedric would have been safer; Cedric would be alive and breathing, but he is gone, thanks to Harry. When Harry falls so deep down a spiral that he can’t find a way out, a certain potions professor may be the one thing to grasp onto. A former nemesis may be the one person who can teach Harry how to love again. But is he too far gone? Or is there hope for him yet?