A Damaged Broken Heart (гет)

I was thinking about a prompt someone gave me for Barson (to go back to Season 16/17 and start there with them--and I'm still going to do that.) but for some reason my brain popped this out instead of what I'd intended to write.
I have no idea where this is going. Or how long it will be.
Enjoy?
I don't own anything but the words.
Not beta'd. Mistakes are my own.
Enjoy? I thrive on kudos and comments...because I'm a fanfic author lol. =)
And can I just say that I'm really, really grateful for all the kind comments. I write fanfic to help me relax and sometimes to help me work through past trauma. Sometimes it's just for fun. But it's really lovely to have people enjoy what I'm sharing.