In Search of an Answer (слэш)

Kim Dokja had spent years walking beside this character and understanding the soul that shone from the page. He had watched Yoo Jonghyuk grow and fall, kill and die, break and regress. He’d watched until the world came alive, and the the reader could walk beside the protagonist.
He thought he understood Yoo Jonghyuk, but the message flashing in the air said he’d clearly been mistaken.
Kim Dokja didn’t understand Yoo Jonghyuk at all.
「 I want to fuck him. 」